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Free verse
There is a door in the house I grew up in
that I only ever saw from the hallway.
Now the house is someone else's
and the door is anyone's.
I keep it shut the same way
I keep your number.
The orchard keeps its own slow clock.
Apples let go one at a time,
as if the ground were asking politely.
I have been trying to learn that —
how to leave without announcing it.
Eleven strangers and one window.
We all pretend the rain
belongs to someone else.
Leaves on the tracks: the driver brakes early,
the way you do around anything
that used to be attached to something.
Two keys, a receipt, the shape of your name
worn smooth in my pocket.
Warm laundry. The correct change.
A stranger's dog deciding you are fine.
The bus, on time, going where you are.
The world had happened while I slept
and nobody had thought to ask.
You left it on the chair the way you leave a sentence,
half-said, still warm, expecting me to finish it.
I wore it to the market and the vendors called me by your name;
I answered, which is another way of finishing it.
The board says DELAYED in a font
that has clearly done this before.
I don't pray, but I talk
to the ceiling in the same voice,
and it has never once interrupted.
Every town is a handful of lights
someone forgot to switch off.
I count them so I won't count you.
The man across the aisle sleeps
with his ticket in his hand, as if
the conductor might ask for proof of dreaming.
I said the wrong thing
in the right voice.
That is the worst way to be wrong.
Left at the bakery that closed.
Straight past the house we didn't buy.
If you reach the river you've gone too far;
we never got that far.